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*[[___ my destiny`-//* Some day my prince will come He's somewhere waiting for me There is someone I'm longing to see Someone I simply can't help but adore Someone who thrills me forever more Some day my prince will come Some day I'll find my love And how thrilling that moment will be When the prince of my dreams comes to me
`` my life without you. [#] `-
Sunday, February 23, 2003 this gonna be the last one:
dear honey, For the last tym allow me to be in my delusional state to call you honey!, masakit but unsaon ta man, wa koi mahimo, i tot i was ok na dri, i didn't cry na, katawa na gali ko dri i didnt know i was supressing my feelings pala, deep inside sakit na man diay kaau, wa ko nasayod til my body almost gave up on me, for a wek wa jud koi 2log, swerte lang tulog ko 2hrs, wai kaon kaon, wa gibatig kagutom,consciously i was ok but dli man diay, i should know beter pero saon man wa gigamit pagkanurse,hehehe how im i now? hmm well i guess slowly trying to move on, i miss u so much, sa pagkatinood lng pero have to accept wala na ka, have to start a new lyf na,im still crying, maghunahuna kos imong mga promises sa ako b4, kahinumdum dyud ko didto sa ketkai after ta gabeach sa opol gali wen u cried pa nga saying "hulata ko ann", di ba naa pa tay kontrata, edemanda jud tikag breach of contact ani.hehehe.not in my wildest dream i imagine this will happen to us, so it hurt me that much coz im not prepared of this kind of hurting, leksyon na ni nako,i still remember sa atong mga date sa una, maski wai mga datung, kaon lng babana-q ug ice water lingaw lang japon kaau, i remember the first tym u said "iloveyou" to me, its was april 7 afternoon sa via marie.i remember the laughter and the tears we shared,katong 1 wek b4 akong interview sa embassy na gaproblema tag ayu,kuyog pa gani ka ato pacheck-up sa ob,hehehe maygani false alarm ra diay,wa unta ko dri, katong naa pa ko dha sa manila, bahalag kalisod basta cge lng japon, sa mga tagay ug sa mga pangandoy nga atong gidamgo, di ba palit pa tag condo sa manila,rav4 ug bmw, ug balay sa xavier estate... sayang hapit na unta nato na naabot give up man ka, di ba ingon ka kung kapalit ka car ako una nmo pasakyon? hehehe di na pwede karon sayang, sayang jud kaau, i know in near future makab-ot jud nako na tanan natong mga pangandoy sayang dli na nako mashare sa imo, i should be happier unta, pero i know man sad der still someone na meant sa ako somewhere down the road dris kilid kilid nako,i just pray na i will love him more than i love you, tym will heal me again, this tym il be more practical, heheh gamiton na jud ni nako akong pagkagwapa dri.hehe puslan man..... hon, i had loved you so much, maka attest man cguro ka ana, how much i love you jud, til now i didnt know wat i did wrong, although layo kos imo wala man unta ko nagkulang sa imo ba, kabalo pa lang unta ko wa na ko ming- anhi dri, pero saon man nahitamo na just have to live wid it, mingaw lng ko dri bah, i felt so empty, la na ka, na ako matawgan, malanggian ug ma-away sa phone, maski kapoi kaau ko dri kadungog lng kos imo voice , ma wala na, naa lagi koi email na nadawat pero dli frm u, lahi ra jud kaau, la na koi loveleter dri na basahon gikan sa imo puro na lng ni bills ako madawat sa mail, hahay i miss the days na everyday ta gaemail to each other maski la nay masulat cge lng japon, i miss calling u maski wa pulos na storya basta kastorya, i miss the tym wen u call me n work just to said iloveyou to me, or maski gani miss call lng kumpleto na ako day ana kai i know wa may laing magpamiscal dris kaw ra man, imo kong kantahan sa phone, huhuhu wa na jud. di ba sabot ta inig uli nako dha tagbuon ko nmo ug dako kaau na teddy bear ug roses sa airport while im wearing mini-shorts na white and a red backless top katong nakadisplay sa maniquen sa una sa robinson mall, sayang hapit na unta ko uli dha, ingon pa kas ako last valentines day "hulata ko an", hehehe it was the end na pala........ hahay have to wake up na, na ur gone, na dli na jud mabalik pa ang tanan,things have change!!! il just be thankful nalng na once im my life i meet and loved a man, named JASON M. AGURA , u always have a place n my heart, and for the last tym iloveyou my brod, my partz and my honey.... [x] i'm still waiting for you. ((://* 11:09 AM
BOO. (:
He'll whisper "I love you"
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