*[[___ my destiny`-//*
Some day my prince will come
He's somewhere waiting for me
There is someone I'm longing to see
Someone I simply can't help but adore
Someone who thrills me forever more
Some day my prince will come
Some day I'll find my love
And how thrilling that moment will be
When the prince of my dreams comes to me
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9:56 AM
Sunday, February 23, 2003
this gonna be the last one:
dear honey,
For the last tym allow me to be in my delusional state to call you honey!, masakit but unsaon ta man, wa koi mahimo, i tot i was ok na dri, i didn't cry na, katawa na gali ko dri i didnt know i was supressing my feelings pala, deep inside sakit na man diay kaau, wa ko nasayod til my body almost gave up on me, for a wek wa jud koi 2log, swerte lang tulog ko 2hrs, wai kaon kaon, wa gibatig kagutom,consciously i was ok but dli man diay, i should know beter pero saon man wa gigamit pagkanurse,hehehe
how im i now? hmm well i guess slowly trying to move on, i miss u so much, sa pagkatinood lng pero have to accept wala na ka, have to start a new lyf na,im still crying, maghunahuna kos imong mga promises sa ako b4, kahinumdum dyud ko didto sa ketkai after ta gabeach sa opol gali wen u cried pa nga saying "hulata ko ann", di ba naa pa tay kontrata, edemanda jud tikag breach of contact ani.hehehe.not in my wildest dream i imagine this will happen to us, so it hurt me that much coz im not prepared of this kind of hurting, leksyon na ni nako,i still remember sa atong mga date sa una, maski wai mga datung, kaon lng babana-q ug ice water lingaw lang japon kaau, i remember the first tym u said "iloveyou" to me, its was april 7 afternoon sa via marie.i remember the laughter and the tears we shared,katong 1 wek b4 akong interview sa embassy na gaproblema tag ayu,kuyog pa gani ka ato pacheck-up sa ob,hehehe maygani false alarm ra diay,wa unta ko dri, katong naa pa ko dha sa manila, bahalag kalisod basta cge lng japon, sa mga tagay ug sa mga pangandoy nga atong gidamgo, di ba palit pa tag condo sa manila,rav4 ug bmw, ug balay sa xavier estate... sayang hapit na unta nato na naabot give up man ka, di ba ingon ka kung kapalit ka car ako una nmo pasakyon? hehehe di na pwede karon sayang, sayang jud kaau, i know in near future makab-ot jud nako na tanan natong mga pangandoy sayang dli na nako mashare sa imo, i should be happier unta, pero i know man sad der still someone na meant sa ako somewhere down the road dris kilid kilid nako,i just pray na i will love him more than i love you, tym will heal me again, this tym il be more practical, heheh gamiton na jud ni nako akong pagkagwapa dri.hehe puslan man.....
hon, i had loved you so much, maka attest man cguro ka ana, how much i love you jud, til now i didnt know wat i did wrong, although layo kos imo wala man unta ko nagkulang sa imo ba, kabalo pa lang unta ko wa na ko ming- anhi dri, pero saon man nahitamo na just have to live wid it, mingaw lng ko dri bah, i felt so empty, la na ka, na ako matawgan, malanggian ug ma-away sa phone, maski kapoi kaau ko dri kadungog lng kos imo voice , ma wala na, naa lagi koi email na nadawat pero dli frm u, lahi ra jud kaau, la na koi loveleter dri na basahon gikan sa imo puro na lng ni bills ako madawat sa mail, hahay i miss the days na everyday ta gaemail to each other maski la nay masulat cge lng japon, i miss calling u maski wa pulos na storya basta kastorya, i miss the tym wen u call me n work just to said iloveyou to me, or maski gani miss call lng kumpleto na ako day ana kai i know wa may laing magpamiscal dris kaw ra man, imo kong kantahan sa phone, huhuhu wa na jud. di ba sabot ta inig uli nako dha tagbuon ko nmo ug dako kaau na teddy bear ug roses sa airport while im wearing mini-shorts na white and a red backless top katong nakadisplay sa maniquen sa una sa robinson mall, sayang hapit na unta ko uli dha, ingon pa kas ako last valentines day "hulata ko an", hehehe it was the end na pala........
hahay have to wake up na, na ur gone, na dli na jud mabalik pa ang tanan,things have change!!! il just be thankful nalng na once im my life i meet and loved a man, named JASON M. AGURA , u always have a place n my heart, and for the last tym iloveyou my brod, my partz and my honey....
dear honey,
For the last tym allow me to be in my delusional state to call you honey!, masakit but unsaon ta man, wa koi mahimo, i tot i was ok na dri, i didn't cry na, katawa na gali ko dri i didnt know i was supressing my feelings pala, deep inside sakit na man diay kaau, wa ko nasayod til my body almost gave up on me, for a wek wa jud koi 2log, swerte lang tulog ko 2hrs, wai kaon kaon, wa gibatig kagutom,consciously i was ok but dli man diay, i should know beter pero saon man wa gigamit pagkanurse,hehehe
how im i now? hmm well i guess slowly trying to move on, i miss u so much, sa pagkatinood lng pero have to accept wala na ka, have to start a new lyf na,im still crying, maghunahuna kos imong mga promises sa ako b4, kahinumdum dyud ko didto sa ketkai after ta gabeach sa opol gali wen u cried pa nga saying "hulata ko ann", di ba naa pa tay kontrata, edemanda jud tikag breach of contact ani.hehehe.not in my wildest dream i imagine this will happen to us, so it hurt me that much coz im not prepared of this kind of hurting, leksyon na ni nako,i still remember sa atong mga date sa una, maski wai mga datung, kaon lng babana-q ug ice water lingaw lang japon kaau, i remember the first tym u said "iloveyou" to me, its was april 7 afternoon sa via marie.i remember the laughter and the tears we shared,katong 1 wek b4 akong interview sa embassy na gaproblema tag ayu,kuyog pa gani ka ato pacheck-up sa ob,hehehe maygani false alarm ra diay,wa unta ko dri, katong naa pa ko dha sa manila, bahalag kalisod basta cge lng japon, sa mga tagay ug sa mga pangandoy nga atong gidamgo, di ba palit pa tag condo sa manila,rav4 ug bmw, ug balay sa xavier estate... sayang hapit na unta nato na naabot give up man ka, di ba ingon ka kung kapalit ka car ako una nmo pasakyon? hehehe di na pwede karon sayang, sayang jud kaau, i know in near future makab-ot jud nako na tanan natong mga pangandoy sayang dli na nako mashare sa imo, i should be happier unta, pero i know man sad der still someone na meant sa ako somewhere down the road dris kilid kilid nako,i just pray na i will love him more than i love you, tym will heal me again, this tym il be more practical, heheh gamiton na jud ni nako akong pagkagwapa dri.hehe puslan man.....
hon, i had loved you so much, maka attest man cguro ka ana, how much i love you jud, til now i didnt know wat i did wrong, although layo kos imo wala man unta ko nagkulang sa imo ba, kabalo pa lang unta ko wa na ko ming- anhi dri, pero saon man nahitamo na just have to live wid it, mingaw lng ko dri bah, i felt so empty, la na ka, na ako matawgan, malanggian ug ma-away sa phone, maski kapoi kaau ko dri kadungog lng kos imo voice , ma wala na, naa lagi koi email na nadawat pero dli frm u, lahi ra jud kaau, la na koi loveleter dri na basahon gikan sa imo puro na lng ni bills ako madawat sa mail, hahay i miss the days na everyday ta gaemail to each other maski la nay masulat cge lng japon, i miss calling u maski wa pulos na storya basta kastorya, i miss the tym wen u call me n work just to said iloveyou to me, or maski gani miss call lng kumpleto na ako day ana kai i know wa may laing magpamiscal dris kaw ra man, imo kong kantahan sa phone, huhuhu wa na jud. di ba sabot ta inig uli nako dha tagbuon ko nmo ug dako kaau na teddy bear ug roses sa airport while im wearing mini-shorts na white and a red backless top katong nakadisplay sa maniquen sa una sa robinson mall, sayang hapit na unta ko uli dha, ingon pa kas ako last valentines day "hulata ko an", hehehe it was the end na pala........
hahay have to wake up na, na ur gone, na dli na jud mabalik pa ang tanan,things have change!!! il just be thankful nalng na once im my life i meet and loved a man, named JASON M. AGURA , u always have a place n my heart, and for the last tym iloveyou my brod, my partz and my honey....
[x] i'm still waiting for you. ((://*
11:09 AM
annemarie... `- //* 0=)
Thursday, February 20, 2003
How can I trust man again?
How can I believe in them?
I was hurt and pushed to the wall
I had been fed with lies, when the truth
Was right before my eyes
I love him, didn't i?
I trust him, haven't i?
Taken for a ride
I went only to be betrayed in the end
Tears? I shred much
Tears rolled down my cheeks
Tears wet my pillows
When i thought of them,
And the things they did unto me
It dried my heart of any feelings
Mine is not a heart of stone, i believe
By and by I'll recover
Love can and will make a way
To bring back the glow in my eyes
For how long I dont know
But i"ll be waiting for that day
And I finally get over in my hell,they've put me on
For now I'll pray that one day
I'll be above there again
In happiness and love where i truly deserve
How can I believe in them?
I was hurt and pushed to the wall
I had been fed with lies, when the truth
Was right before my eyes
I love him, didn't i?
I trust him, haven't i?
Taken for a ride
I went only to be betrayed in the end
Tears? I shred much
Tears rolled down my cheeks
Tears wet my pillows
When i thought of them,
And the things they did unto me
It dried my heart of any feelings
Mine is not a heart of stone, i believe
By and by I'll recover
Love can and will make a way
To bring back the glow in my eyes
For how long I dont know
But i"ll be waiting for that day
And I finally get over in my hell,they've put me on
For now I'll pray that one day
I'll be above there again
In happiness and love where i truly deserve
[x] i'm still waiting for you. ((://*
7:14 PM
annemarie... `- //* 0=)
i think i gonna go to some counselling, god help me!! havent sleep good pa rin, live through a chewing gum all day although i say im ok but waaaaaaaa i got the symptoms na!!!
naa na sad ko flower dri, hehehe puno na ni akng room ug bulak, murag naay gihaya.hehehe someone drop me my favorite french vanilla, sayang nga lng di nako nainom, pero im very grateful sa tanan peeps na nagcare, those encouraging words, it really help me a lot! i owe you one guys!
naa na sad ko flower dri, hehehe puno na ni akng room ug bulak, murag naay gihaya.hehehe someone drop me my favorite french vanilla, sayang nga lng di nako nainom, pero im very grateful sa tanan peeps na nagcare, those encouraging words, it really help me a lot! i owe you one guys!
[x] i'm still waiting for you. ((://*
4:30 PM
annemarie... `- //* 0=)
Tuesday, February 18, 2003
spent much of my time talking to the phone with my friends, til my phone was dead! telebabad to the max! talked to mama, tita doris, jinky, yoyong and dieno, have some laughs.. hehehehe slowly recovering na baya, it still hurts but kabahakhak na ko dri ug katawa, although i only had 2 hrs of sleep and only eaten half of a banana,cnt even drink my favorite apple juice, tubig lng intawon matulon pero okies pa japon asa pa ko ana ma-sexy tag samot! heheh
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3:35 PM
annemarie... `- //* 0=)
Monday, February 17, 2003
I DREAM HIGH AND I PAY THE PRICE!!! i dream to be rich and give my future offsprings a decent living, i almost got there, its in the tip of my hand but on my way i didn't knew I LOST THE MAN I LOVED MORE THAN MY LIFE, masakit, it really hurts me deep within, aka nga sa medical dx " lacerating stab wound, thru and thru" ITS TOUGH BUT I'LL BE TOUGHER
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5:14 AM
annemarie... `- //* 0=)
Sunday, February 16, 2003
IM THE PINAKATANGA IN THIS WORLD
I FELT REALLY REALLY BAD! as if im stab in my back, huhuhuhu masakit!!!!! maypa matay!!! ambroooooot
I FELT REALLY REALLY BAD! as if im stab in my back, huhuhuhu masakit!!!!! maypa matay!!! ambroooooot
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8:03 PM
annemarie... `- //* 0=)
Saturday, February 15, 2003
whew im busy! trying to be busy diay sa work ,sa pagtuon, sa permanent residency papers nako while thinking whats the best option il take, heheheh makalibog kaau oi, have to do some reflection jud, hehehe lisod jud diay ning mangambisyon ta mamilyonarya ai! hehehe. hows my valentines? hmmm sekwet! hehehehe same as usual japon, flowers, cards, chocolates, dinner sa gawas, same na ka ek-ekan sa mga lake para makascore! dah im not into it na! hehhee char.com kaau ko, btaw felt nice pa japon at least naa pay nagcare sa ako, hehehhehe i still think of him baya, the feeling is stil there, im just trying to repress it as much as possible, hinay hinay na nakarecover, im getting used na with my new lyf na, heheh hope so...
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10:15 AM
annemarie... `- //* 0=)
Sunday, February 09, 2003
waaaaaaaaaa ka lag ba nako! didn't have the drive to blog na eh! plus im quite busy, heheh trying to be busy n my life para malingaw.. nangitag kaauhan para mamilyonarya. hehehehe mingtukar na sad ning pagkaamew nako dri ai, yesterday i brought a guess sunglass for myself and a tommy hilfiger na sunglass na panglalake for him, sus i onli realized when i get out in the store d naman diay mi uyab! askang tangaa jud! and dats not d end, i went to watch chicago with my friends, ahak puros mga nanlantaw kai mga seniors then wa pa jud mi kasugod, way mga lingaw sulod nalng sinehan, went home around 1am, sus ko i forget diay my key, usaon nalng pagsulod nako tugnaw pa kaau, tamak tawon kos tagatuhod na snow, adtos likod katkat sa paril, ahak jud kaau perti jud katanga!!!!
[x] i'm still waiting for you. ((://*
12:33 PM
annemarie... `- //* 0=)
Monday, February 03, 2003
i recib a txt frm my best fren sa israel, asking me f im ok i dnt know kinsang tabiaan nag tel sa iya split na me sa iya brod , its very inspiring para sa ako, it goes " IF LOVE DIES WE DON'T HAVE TO DIE WITH IT.. WE HAVE TO LIVE IN ORDER TO FIND ANOTHER ONE, be strong, make a gud cry and after dat sak2 na ok?!" hehe sakto jud ka partz ai, time will heal me and i know somewhere, somehow someone is meant for me. hehehe somehow somewhere meant jud ko pagkamangkay. :P
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11:50 AM
annemarie... `- //* 0=)
hahay lyf.. murag kinabuhi! la japon koi tarong na mahimo dri, havent eaten today rather than chocolates.. chocolates ug chocolates lipong na gani ko dri, patambok ug ayo! ambot ba ka wai gana oi, spent my whole day yesterday shopping! i havent gone shopping dis year, gahapon pa jud hehehe pero bawi sad brought sweaters, off-shoulders na blouses sexy kaau hehehe. i brought one for my sis pod ug mga earings << hehe tudloan jud ug igat-igat ang manghud!.., pastel colored na mga tank-top for spring hmm cutie kaa, den a pair of panty and top na pangbalay, comfy kaau sya, den i pick up my gown, simple lng ang style pero blahhh blahh blahh.. hehehe.gabagoud gud kog bibit uli sa balay at least nalingaw ko kadyot, hahay back to reality na sad =(
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9:56 AM
annemarie... `- //* 0=)
BOO. (:
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He'll whisper "I love you"
And steal a kiss or two
Though he's far away
I'll find my love some day
Some day when my dreams come true, come true.
Some day I'll find my love,
Someone to call my own,
and I'll know him the moment we meet,
For my heart will be skipping a beat.
Some day we'll say and do
All the things we've been longing to
Though he's far away
I'll find my love some day
Some day when my dreams come true.
I MISS YOU MYLABS.... sobra
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