*[[___ my destiny`-//*

Some day my prince will come

He's somewhere waiting for me

There is someone I'm longing to see

Someone I simply can't help but adore

Someone who thrills me forever more

Some day my prince will come

Some day I'll find my love

And how thrilling that moment will be

When the prince of my dreams comes to me

`` my life without you. [#] `-

Monday, March 31, 2003

THE DAY YOU STOPPED LOVING ME

The day you stopped loving me was the worst day ever
How it hurt, because you always told me I was your every endeavor.
Tears never fell down my cheeks faster
To stop crying was something I thought I'd never master.
But as each day goes by, I realize that I won't die.
Yes, I still care, and I still think what you did was unfair
But..........
In some strange way it has helped me to see
That.........
The most important thing is just being me.

By: Keeley McVey

hay kapoi lyf wa ko mahimo dri cge rag tungok, tulog wai gana magtuon sus kapoi jud cge rag telebabad, atubang pc blah blah blah..got a terrible headache,plus stomachache..rashes and fever maygani nawalawala pagmata nako,ahh. kapoy oi ambroooooooot lng maypa adtos iraq or paexpose sa sars.... toinks!!!!

[x] i'm still waiting for you. ((://*
3:41 PM

annemarie... `- //* 0=)

Saturday, March 29, 2003

two hospitals in ontario has been quarentine due to the SARS ( severe acute respiratory syndrome), all healthcare personnel were required to don gloves and mask....... waaaaaaa unsa na ni oi! pagkanindot jud!!!

[x] i'm still waiting for you. ((://*
4:47 PM

annemarie... `- //* 0=)

Friday, March 28, 2003

whew!!!!! dnt know what will i wrote.... dnt know how to start.....i dnt even knew wats happening to me now, been bulging my eyes out for two days na, call me crazy but all i want is to hear his voice again.....BUT i can't....yahh its easy to say na kalimtan na sya but its very hard for me... i didn't only lost a boyfriend but i lost my very best friend.. his been the air that i breath and til now his still the reason y i woke up each day.......call me na eveything that you want but..... I DO STILL LOVE MY BRO,MY PARTZ, MY HONEY VERY MUCH and I WILL ALWAYS BE............. anmarieeeeeeeeeee unsaon na man lng ka day!!!!

[x] i'm still waiting for you. ((://*
3:58 PM

annemarie... `- //* 0=)

Wednesday, March 26, 2003

HINDI MAGBABAGO

NANG NATAPOS NG LAHAT, AKO'Y NAHIRAPAN
NALAMAN KO NA IKAW ANG TANGING KAILANGAN
PINAG-IISIPANG HUSTO SA MAIIBANG MUNDO
KAY HIRAP NA MAWALA SA PILING MO

GINAWA KO NG LAHAT PARA SA ATIN
NGUNIT IKA'Y NAGBAGO NG HANGARIN
KAHIT WALA NA TAYO MASAKIT MAN SA PUSO
AT HINDI MAWAWALA ANG ALAALA

AT HINDI MAGBABAGO ANG GUSTO NG PUSO KO
WALA NG HAHANAPIN PA KUNDI PAG-IBIG MO
MAY HIWAGANG NATANTO MULA SA ULAP ANG TAKBO
MANANATILI TO AT HINDI MAGBABAGO

GINAWA KO NG LAHAT PARA SA ATIN
NGUNIT IBA PA RIN ANG NANGYARI
WALANG WALANG TATALO
SA LAHAT NG DINANAS KO
PAGNANAIS NA IKAW MAPASAAKIN MULI

AT HINDI MAGBABAGO ANG GUSTO NG PUSO KO
WALA NG HAHANAPIN PA KUNDI PAG-IBIG MO
MAY HIWAGANG NATANTO MULA SA ULAP ANG TAKBO
MANANATILI TO AT HINDI MAGBABAGO

KAHIT MALAYO 'AY MALAPIT KA PA RIN SA PUSO KO....

hopeless romantically dedicated to him, my gosh gahilaka na sad ko dri, how i wished he knew everything i felt right now, i still cant live without him, il try to let go but i can't, i still love him so much, buang jud ko, y did this happened to me........

[x] i'm still waiting for you. ((://*
1:56 PM

annemarie... `- //* 0=)

waaaaaaaaaaaaa i wanna shout!!!!!!! i hate this lyf, i told mama what happen,gikasuk-an jud ko y did i called him pa daw, ay dah nahitabo na oi, have to deal with it nalang,hay im back to square one again, buldging my eyes out, cant even open my book again, imbes i have to go to my review class, dah i told the professor im not free this week but the truth is im off the whole week, naa ra dris blay nag-emote na sad ..dah ambot i tot i get over with it na, sos balik na sad ko atay ba ni! sakitttttttttttt ....patya nalang ko ninyo pra impas tanan

[x] i'm still waiting for you. ((://*
12:55 PM

annemarie... `- //* 0=)

Tuesday, March 25, 2003

hay naku, unsa na ni akong lyf oi... i call him yesterday not for anything else but for financial reason lang, no more no less to think i can tell him na i miss u so much...blah blah blah but i didnt do that, although i still love him so much i still have some respect and pride in myself, and besides im done in the stage of crying, la na koi luha, im getting used n my new lyf na, di na ko ganahan pa mubalik ato na stage, suddenly i was awaken this morning with my celphone na wai undang-undang ug ring and those loads of txts, guess who it was? hay naku its d girl na pod, stop bothering them daw blah blah blah kung ano pang kaek ekan, then i pick up the phone di mutubag, tukar bitaw pagkamaldita ni anmarie, i call her back bitaw dah katilaw lagi, im pissed off na rin man gud, wa ko nanghilabot dri, ako na gani ang nasakitan sya pa gadare ug binastos sa ako, ako poy sugdan ug inamaw na amaw sad kong dako! im trying not to be rude baya jud pero when you're feed up na, na when u feel its not right na, its fair enough to be bastos din.hay thats lyf dba? kasuk-an na sad kung mama ani when she knows wat happen.hahay makaulit hunahunaon, unsaon ko na ni.. but it was nice talking wid him sa phone yesterday.hehehehe dukla ko ninyo beh, imisshimparin........ ;p

[x] i'm still waiting for you. ((://*
12:09 PM

annemarie... `- //* 0=)

Sunday, March 23, 2003

went to a bar last nite!!!!! it was my first time in almost 2 years i been here to went in a bar,hehehe funny eh, i had fun baya but as hours pass by i saw myself crying na in the washroom, i remember him oi!!!! hahay im not writing anything what i felt right now kai gasugod na sad guot akong heart,although its crazy to tell this but IMISSHIMPARIN!!! :)

[x] i'm still waiting for you. ((://*
6:13 AM

annemarie... `- //* 0=)

Friday, March 21, 2003

spring na jud!!!!! had a great day yesterday, lingaw baya akong review class, lahi ra jud diay kung mag-self study ka, mamotivate jud ka to study, enjoy den after that nagmall hopping ko ako ra usa,lantaw lantaw ra,hehehe naa jud chada didto na white tommy na slip-on, tempting kaau jud paliton....dah wa koi dats, daghan pa kog mga shoes dri wa pa nasuot,pero nindot jud sya ai.sent sad ko dats for my bro,graduate tawon sya dis saturday and for my yougest sis sad,graduate sad elementary, gitingil ko dri ila daw mga gift, ingnan nako il give them tig 500 ra, reklamong mga kugtong! maygani im n a good mood gahapon nadungagan ug piso..hehehe waaaaaa tigulang na jud ko! kalami ba unta iuli ani oi,lantaw kos akong mga manghud mupaso, tagsaan pa jud sla ug litson ni papa, sos kalami jud unta!, kung gustohon jud nako kauli jud baya but di ko, just the thought of going home makes my bone shivers!!! ahak ni oi emote na sad!!!!!!

[x] i'm still waiting for you. ((://*
7:36 PM

annemarie... `- //* 0=)

Wednesday, March 19, 2003

nag-inamaw na sad ko dri ay, ate chato and iya pamanhunon visit me dri dag-an kog french vanilla, donut ug pansit kanton,ligo ug choriso,weeeeee so hapi daghan pa jud diay gacare sa ako! they were doing their wedding invitation dri kay hilom daw, lantaw ra kos ila sos kadugayan ingon dayon ko "maypaka teh maminyo na" tulo dayon luha, ahaka jud nag emote na sad ko! but katawa jud kos comment sa puti, " u looked like a child" ahak, i dnt know if i take it as a compliment or yagayaga, hehehe karon pa man gud sya kita sa ako na naka baggy t-shirt ug lawlaw na pants ,way ka make-up make-up, hehehe at least maski tigulang na ta, bata japon ug dagway...maski bout,bata japon,,hjheheheh, uli sla around twelve, wa na noon ko katuon pero ok lang at least naakoy company dri, bahala na way koi ma-answer sa akong evaluation exam tomoro sa akong review class,lami unta iabsent kapoyan man ko pero sayang kaau 40$/hr ang bayad,pugos jud kog bangon ug sayo ani ugma!!!!

[x] i'm still waiting for you. ((://*
9:23 PM

annemarie... `- //* 0=)

So why can't ex-lovers remain friends? Why is it all or nothing?

comfort zone

Although it would make things much easier in the dating world, relationships rarely see mutual breakups. One person is usually the heartbreaker, while the other mulls over the breakup and pain for weeks, even months. It's never easy to break up with someone you've shared good times with (and even if they were bad times, they were still times).

But the person who does the breaking up feels like less of a bad guy by offering that sense of truce: "It's not you, it's me. We'll still be friends, right?" This peace offering of friendship provides the dumper with the solace of knowing they aren't such a horrible person because they still want to be friends with their ex.

i've created a monster

Not only does it give the dumper the comfort of knowing they aren't monsters, but by wanting to remain friends, it also allows the dumper to feel that their former lover will still be in their life, and they won't have to miss having them around.

So now the dumper can move on with their life with ease, and with the pleasure of having coffee with their former mate every so often -- but the ex whose heart was ripped out and chewed up by the person who keeps leaving them friendly messages and e-mail isn't a happy camper.

Obviously, these messages on the machine and coffee dates don't last long, and if they do, they end even worse than the breakup. Yes, being friends with an ex-lover is an impossible feat: find out why.
exes must stay that way

You've Seen Each Other Naked
Although it may be possible to have casual sex with a friend, even this can damage a relationship. As hard as it is to accept, it's difficult to bring a relationship back to its normal state after having been most intimate with someone. You will always have an image of that person naked, and memories of the trysts will always be triggered by the smell of her skin or perfume, or even by hearing a song that you once made passionate love to.

And as thick-skinned as you are, it's hard to see the person in the same light after being entangled in each other's skin and sharing a moment of sheer ecstasy with one another.

You Can't Confide In Each Other
As hard as two exes try to stay friends, they can never really confide in one another other. How do you tell your ex that you have a hot date tonight, or that you and your new lover are going away on a steamy getaway? You can't even tell your ex that the reason you're smiling so much is because a woman has just pleasured you like never before.

You can tell her these things, but new lovers and mates are always going to be a sensitive issue. It's even harder to tell her how hurt you were that your date stood you up the other night, thanks to your sense of pride.

Remaining friends seems to provide us with the security blanket that the person who has been in our life will still be there, and we can call on them every once in a while to find out how they are -- but we'll never actually know how they really are.

Always One-Sided Bitterness
Since breakups are rarely one-sided, one party will always feel resentment or bitterness towards the other person. Even if your ex is feigning friendship, she's not sincerely your friend; so if it seems like plans with your new potential woman are always being sabotaged, they just might be.

Jealousy Comes Into Play
And where there's bitterness, there's jealousy. And the truth of the matter is, it's hard to be sincerely happy for your ex when they've just found the new love of their life.

You Don't Want Them With Anyone Else
It's human nature to be jealous or resentful when our ex finds a new person to cuddle up to, even if we don't have feelings for them anymore. It almost becomes a race of who will find the new lover first, a challenge especially brought on by the person who was dumped. Even for the person who did the breaking up, the thought of someone else taking your place in the memories that you and your ex shared is hard, and sometimes extremely painful to fathom.

Passion Still Exists
Even if your relationship was completely problem-ridden, chances are that the passion and sexual chemistry between the two of you still exists (unless lack of attraction was the reason for your breakup). This is a recipe for disaster because it means that every time you get together under this new "friendship" premise, the lust and passion you have makes it more likely that you'll end up in "one more" night of unbridled "goodbye" sex, for old times sake. This brings you right back to square one -- how you felt right after your breakup, and just when you were doing so well.

[x] i'm still waiting for you. ((://*
1:11 PM

annemarie... `- //* 0=)

Tuesday, March 18, 2003

been working 8 days straight, one more day to go off na jud ko! although staying at work help me a lot, im reallylooking forward of my off sumo na kaau dagway sa mga tawo! kapoy nag ininglish! hehehe bitaw i guess im feeling ok na, i see things more clearly na, imisshim pa rin, i been thnking about him pa rin but thats it! have to move on for myself, at least now all i have to worry is myself, now ive been talking to mama more often than when i was still attached,gikasab-an noon ko cge ug panawag sa iya, ingnan nako na adto ko sa iya karong off nako, di musugot, she asked me wats my plan??? hmmm well not decided pa jud but probably there is 60% chances il be moving to US,in fact im starting to attend a stateboard review class this week just to keep me busy and going, pero nindot man sad dri pod oi,its more ideal to raise a family dri, ambot have to think and think more pa jud, il just wait for my landed status and play it by ear!!!!! ginoo na lay mag-igo :)

[x] i'm still waiting for you. ((://*
3:41 PM

annemarie... `- //* 0=)

Monday, March 17, 2003

waaaaaa as in jud! just caught maia in ym 5 minutes ago, sos same jud among story, hehehe katawa na lang ko, almost 2 years past una lng sya ug 1 day anhi dris canada, same naay mga binilin sa pnas who promised to wait us, sakit man na malayo sa ila but we have to in order to get our dreams, giantos ang tanang kamingaw, ihilak na lng,dli jud sayon to live in a foreign place when nobody knows you, la kai kaila, dli same imo sinultian, pagkaon lahi, bag-o tanan,and at night your alone in your room, wishing someone is here to make u warm,contento nalang ug tan-aw sa picture nya and hugging the pillow, thinking his there waiting for me, and dats makes us going each day,na sooner mag-uban ra jud me but STOP!!!! she recib a letter and i recib a txtmessage from our boyfren's girl???? hahahahahaha the world's stop revolving in that very moment, sakit but it was the truth, the reality, all the promises was broken, it's gone!!! and another thing maia, and i were in common, ang duha ka girls gawork sa bar!!! an RN and a RPT giilisdan lang ug BAR girls, pagkadakong insulto!!!! hehehehe but its good thing for us, i makes us prouder frm where we are now and mai, gamay na lang pag-antos landend immigrant na tah!!!!! blehhhhh nilang tanan

[x] i'm still waiting for you. ((://*
5:49 PM

annemarie... `- //* 0=)

Sunday, March 16, 2003

my God help me! how i can get over this when every second of the day, i've been thinking of him! consciously im angry with him, im telling myself his a jerk, and i dont love him anymore, whow its hard when u denied to yourself what you truly feels deep inside, gosh im mad of myself coz for all the things he done to me, i still miss him so much and yeah your right when you txt me "i knw you stil love me", gibalikas man tikag ayo pero i was hurt saying that coz honestly i do still love you and i wanted to hear your voice very badly but i still have a pride left for myself... and thats the only thing i have now..........

[x] i'm still waiting for you. ((://*
2:18 PM

annemarie... `- //* 0=)

OHH MY GOSH! I HATE THIS LIFE, EVERYTIME I WENT OUT, TRYING TO HAVE FUN, AND THEN I CAME HOME I FELT WRETCHED AND WRECK!!! MY LIFE SUCKS!!!!! AND ITS ALL BECAUSE OF THAT DAMN, GUFF, IMBICILE!!!

hahay i have sana a good day today til i came home, atay jud ning kinabuhia, it was a nice day this morning so i went for a walk, spring na jud hapit, la na gani ko gamit ug gloves and u can unbotton na ur jacket, had a lunch in a japanese resto, see "How to lose a guy in 10 days", brought some stuff for myself, palit kog running shoes ug tulo kabouk na pares na g-string 2 piece bikini, puti,pink ug baby blue na color pangrampa sa beach, ok na baya unta til pag-abot nako dris balay, gibati na sad kog kaatay, can't do anything, as n, sakit dughan, di mahimotang, kaulit na ambot di ko kasabot, i have to study(i needed to and i must) but i can't do it and it pisses me off.

[x] i'm still waiting for you. ((://*
8:32 AM

annemarie... `- //* 0=)

Saturday, March 15, 2003

GOT THIS FROM MAIA! SOS SAME JUD AMO STORY OF OUR LYF'S..... blah blah blah, i basta i dnt need to elaborate further kai basig mag emote na sad ko dri!

If you see me walking the road with someone else
It's not because I like his company
Its because you're not brave enough to walk beside me.
If you hear me talking about him all the time
Its not because he pleases me
Its because you're too deaf to hear my heartbeat

If you feel me falling with someone new
Its not because I love him
Its because you're not there to catch me if I fall

If you feel lost, I too am nowhere
I too don't know where the road is going
Are we gonna cross each other's path
Or just completely turn around?
Will we just let go of what we had
Or go to the place where love is bound

Don't let me walk with him
Its you I want to walk with
Don't let me talk of him
Its you I want to talk with
Don't let me fall for him
Its you I want to fall in love with.

When you thought I wasn't brave enough to walk beside you
I was behind you every step of the way
Still filled with awe because of the beauty that stands before me

When you thought I was too deaf to hear your heartbeat
I didn't want to assume anything
And I was afraid to lose our friendship

When you thought I wasn't there to catch you
It was because you never gave me the chance
You never reached the bottom,
you've already grabbed a branch

If you feel like you are nowhere,
I too am lost
I too don't know where the road is going
Are we just going to turn around,
Or are we gonna cross each other's path?
Will we just let go of what we had
Or go to the place where love is bound?

Don't let me walk alone
I want to walk by your side
Don't let me talk of something else
Its you I want to talk with
Don't let me fall for someone else
Its you I want to fall in love with.

There are some people who meet somebody
that they can never stop loving no matter how hard they try.
I wouldn't expect you to understand that,
or even believe it, but trust me,
there are some love that don't go away.
And maybe that makes them crazy,
But we should all be lucky
to end up with that somebody who has a little of that insanity.
Somebody who never let go.
Somebody who cherishes you forever.

> - Ally McBeal

[x] i'm still waiting for you. ((://*
6:55 AM

annemarie... `- //* 0=)

Friday, March 14, 2003

Quotes and my quotes:

I CAN DO WITHOUT ESSENTIALS, BUT I MUST HAVE LUXURIES --- im just blessed and lucky

PERSONALLY, I THINK IF A WOMAN HASN'T MET THE RIGHT MAN BY THE TIME SHE'S 24, SHE MAY BE LUCKY... deborah kerr - ------- whew im that lucky jud diay??

IT'S THE GOOD GIRLS WHO KEEP DIARIES; THE BAD GIRLS NEVER HAVE TIME....tallulah bankhead ------- no comment, i got my blog! hehe

SOMETIMES WHEN ONE PERSON IS MISSING, THE WHOLE WORLD SEEMS DEPOPULATED... lamartine ----- im trying to disagree on that, but its true, atay!!

MEN SELDOM PASSES AT GIRLS WHO WEAR GLASSES BUT A GIRL ON A SOFA IS EASILY WON OFA..... dorthy parker ----- 100% korkekek!

BIG SISTER ARE THE CRAB GRASS IN THE LAWN OF LIFE... charles schultz --- lisod but i guess i did my part well, tan-a gani akong mga manghud!!!

YOU DON'T KNOW A WOMAN UNTIL YOU'VE HAD A LETTER FRM HER.... ada leverson ----- ganon ba yon!!!!????

FROM BIRTH TO AGE 18 A GIRL NEEDS GOOD PARENTS, FRM 18-35 SHE NEEDS GOOD LOOKS, FRM 35-55 SHE NEEDS A GOOD PERSONALITY. FRM 55 ON SHE NEEDS GOOD CASH.... sophie tucker ---- hehehe sure enough when i reach 55 i dnt have problems on $$$$$$.

GOD GRANT ME THE SERENITY TO ACCEPT THE THINGS I CANNOT CHANGE, COURAGE TO CHANGE THE THINGS I CAN, AND WISDOM TO ALWAYS TELL THE DIFFERENCE... kurt vonnegut. et al ---- so help me god..amen

[x] i'm still waiting for you. ((://*
12:38 PM

annemarie... `- //* 0=)

Thursday, March 13, 2003

been working since tuesday, straight til next thurdays, nindot ni way off off at least i have less time being alone, and then i'l be off for 7days, lupad dayon to Palm Spring??????? hmmm not decided pa eh, sa pagkakaron all i want is matulog para dili makahunahuna, gosh for how long i will stayed like this????? if only i could inject myself an anesthetic to numb all the hurting i felt, i did it na unta....

[x] i'm still waiting for you. ((://*
4:27 PM

annemarie... `- //* 0=)

Wednesday, March 12, 2003

went snow tubing and had dinner in a chinese resto, had a good scream and laugh there and here am i again, back to reality alone in my room, lonely and miserable.....

[x] i'm still waiting for you. ((://*
8:26 PM

annemarie... `- //* 0=)

Monday, March 10, 2003

HAPPY 25TH BIRTHDAY TO MEH!!!! tagayyyyyyyyyyyyy tang tanan

25 years in my journey, and still have a lot to go.... although ive been in a rocky road lately but i guess so far so good!!! i can say im still blessed, im fortunate enough to be here where i am now, i know there still be a lot of stormy weathers out there in my path, but with faith in Him and a little bit of hope i believe i can make it through..... and in the end of road, happiness will awaits me

[x] i'm still waiting for you. ((://*
6:27 AM

annemarie... `- //* 0=)

Saturday, March 08, 2003

kakapoy ba ning kinabuhia!!!! ambot lng, naunsa na ko dri!!! have so many things to do pero not a single one, akong nahimo, perti noong katulog!!! unsa na ni oi!! im almost finish in my psychiatric review, 5 pages na lang unta, sus ni isa ka letra wa jud kabasa,giatubang lang!!! plus i have to file my taxes pa, wa pa jud nasugdi, ahak ning dalaga ta oi, way buhion guberno ray kasapi sa ato, sus kinsa tong magpabuhi dha, kanang 12 kabuok anak, hala minyo ta!!! para di ko kabayad ug tax!!!! dah!!!, samotan pa jud na akong kinakosgan na uncle, had a motor accident sa kapalahubog,na tua tugpa sa hospital, grabe, ahak ni!! im stress out of the fact na mamatay to, kauli jud kog pugos sa pinas!! ambot lang!!! naa pay akong manghud dli makontact ang iya phone, wer kaha galaag, kai papaulion sa pagadian, kay si papa tua sa cagayan, para maasikaso tawon tong mga tawo didto, luoy tawon kaau akong lolo didto, imbes akong uyoan nag-atiman sa mga tigulang, sus perti sang pabadlong!!!!! grrrrrrrr ambotttttttt ambot lng ning mga tawo sa pnas gapabuyag!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lami kaau pangduklon!!! wa joy mapili!!!!!!!

[x] i'm still waiting for you. ((://*
9:15 AM

annemarie... `- //* 0=)

Friday, March 07, 2003

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr gisapot na sad ko dri!!!!!!!!!!!!!! makasapot!!! makaulit!!!!!! samok!!!!!!

[x] i'm still waiting for you. ((://*
3:19 PM

annemarie... `- //* 0=)

i first read this way way back ago, when i was still in college, in fact i brought a cassette tape of this, wa na ko kabalo wer na kaha to nabutang, but its funny my fren email dis to me, now i can relate with it much better than yesteryears...

Echoes of the heart... by joe mango

Sometimes we close our eyes and just listen to echoes
of our hearts. we all fall inlove and there are times
when we love so much that we lose ourselves in our own
emotions. More often than not,we wonder why there are
love that grows, and love that grows cold. We would
start to search for answers and try to find where love
has gone wrong.But in the end, we find ourselves where
we started for we cannot question love when it has its
own reasons. Love will always be as it always has
been...silent, mysterious and deeply profound.

Many of us believe that love is forever, that love
never dies, only to be disillusioned in the end when
we find our hands empty and our hearts longing. we
mistakenly have looked at love as a need to be
fullfilled. but love is only a gift given to us. We
should not hold it in our hands for we may never find
the strength to let it go when it decides to leave. We
should only embrace its warmth and glow while it last
and then freely open our arms when its time to say
goodbye.

When we fall in love with someone, we don't want that
feeling to end for it is everything we are,everything
that we wanted to be. We pray that love will stay and
grow in our hearts. But, if it doesnt then we should
never let our lives be taken by it,for life should not
end where heartaches begin.

There is always a reason why we have to move on. When
we have to say goodbye to the feelings we wanted to
stay forever, let us not wave our hands with a heavy
heart. For love will have to set its wings free and
find the place where it belongs. We may have lost it
but then again, when we set our eyes and listen to the
echoes of our hearts, we will hear that feeling
resounding silently forever.

Then we'll know that it has never left us, for the
good that we have become because of love will always
stay. It will always be there reminding us that we
should be thankful and happy, not because we have
lost love, but because, for once in our lives, that
feeling lived in our hearts and made us happy.

[x] i'm still waiting for you. ((://*
3:13 PM

annemarie... `- //* 0=)

Thursday, March 06, 2003

weeeeeeeeeeee luto kog rice, bulad na banggit ug pusit!!!! hastilan busoga nako!!!! hehehhe its been a while sad i havent eaten a good meal!!! pacondition ta ani kay hapit na summer... rampa na sad sa beach!!!!!! weeeeeeeeee im getting to like being single again!!!

[x] i'm still waiting for you. ((://*
2:18 PM

annemarie... `- //* 0=)

Wednesday, March 05, 2003

whew! i just read n a newspaper, i live pala in the most expensive street in barrie! bongga! heheh sos pakonswelo, at least im not cheap pala! ok na baya ko dri, much more better than last week, kaconcentrate na gamay sa work, once in a while i remember him, lingaw na lng kog panawag dris akong mga frens, bahalag hurot na akong dats sa phone card, para dli ko makahunahuna sa iya kung ako ra isa, i slept well na, kaon na gani ko dri, hurot gud nako isa ka pack na chicharon and dried mangos ganina and im starting to read na my books, slowly but surely moving on....

[x] i'm still waiting for you. ((://*
4:44 PM

annemarie... `- //* 0=)

Tuesday, March 04, 2003

i had a conversation with a 4 year old girl ganina, kahilak noon ko napod! heheh ahaka jud, i was talking to her about boys stuff para malingaw ,dli kahilak while gikuha nako ang tunok sa iya kamot,sus kalit man noon na sya pangutana, "where is ur bf?" i told her "we broke up", then she asked me "why?" hehe tubag sad ko " he has another girlfriend, he dnt love me anymore" ahak jud ning bataa jud, murag korek gipangutana noon ko "do you love him?" wa jud nako napugngan akong tears ai, smile nalang ko but she keep asking for an answer, so i told her " i love him so much but i have to let him go" amaw na bata ingnan noon kog " so get him back!!" heheheh mingtalikod na lng ko para human ang story.. tsk tsk tsk it makes me envy how a child thinks, their innosense, honesty, no complications, no pretensions... simple as is... lyf lyf lyf.. lyf nga naman

[x] i'm still waiting for you. ((://*
11:35 AM

annemarie... `- //* 0=)

Monday, March 03, 2003

ahak jud ning kinabuhia! kanus-a pa ka maulian dri, wa koy lain mahimo cge lng ug ka2log!!!! unsaon na lng ni! gavideo-oke kuno ni gahapon, bahalag yabag basta gwapa japon, banat! pangungaw sa gibating kaatay! pastilan takdan apil akong mga kauban,naghilaka naman noon tanan!!! uli balay mga 11pm sus na2log diretso! pastilang ahaka!!! 2log na sad ko ron human blog!!!

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11:45 AM

annemarie... `- //* 0=)

Sunday, March 02, 2003

grrrrrrrrrrrrrr atayyyyy makapungot!!!!!!!!! i hate myself! i hate myself!! tanga tanga tanga!!! i was playing all the cds he sent me, grrr i tot kaya nako paminawon na di kahilak!!!! pakyas.. atay ihatehim ihatehim!!!! samok kang tawhana ka!! get out of my mind!!! i suffered a lot na!!! you ruin my life!!!! com'on anmarie, get over with it!!! ambroooooooooot! samok!

[x] i'm still waiting for you. ((://*
2:18 AM

annemarie... `- //* 0=)

Saturday, March 01, 2003

back to work again, at least got my much needed rest! had some reflection and realization in my life! hehe two weeks ago i felt it was the end of the world, my dreams was shattered right in front of me, only to realize it was a blessing n disguise it was the start of my beautiful tommorrow pala, now i was awaken from the long spell im with in! now i knew how fool i am then to loved a man whos not worthy of my love, ni katiting! heheh but still i have no regrets, its better to loved and lost than not to love at all..di ba? hehe at least i learn my lesson, ive gain strenght and courage to face the waves of life, here i am now picking up the pieces that was left from the storm, starting all over again, embrassing the new life with the same old dreams, optimist that someday ill live my dreams and find my destiny in this journey of life...amen

got of from work around 12 noon, instead of hitting the hay, i took a walk to the downtown, its been a while sad wala ko lakaw lakaw, hmm although kumikirot-kirot pa rin everytime i remember the past, ok na,thanks sa support tanan nakong frens! mga peeps salamat pod diay! hehehe nalingaw kos inyo dah! i really had a nice laugh, hehhhehe, went to the bank padala dats for my brother, tiguwang na jud ko graduate na man diay akong bro, ako na sad ngayo ani nya ug dats puhon,hehe, signed some papers changing my benificiary sa akong accounts, den lantaw lantaw mga ice sculptures sa park, palit kog kape, hehehe buhi na lng kos kape dri, kaon na baya sad kog isa-isa ka hungit, hehe daghan kaau ko dri mga pinoy foods hatud sa mga donors..busog na lng kog tinan-aw, im way way past in my readings, have to read na jud ani karon! samotan pag nakarecib kog 8 new books sa mail,plus my fren give me a Candance Camp's Secret of the Hearts! dah maypa matulog!!!!

[x] i'm still waiting for you. ((://*
11:39 AM

annemarie... `- //* 0=)

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