*[[___ my destiny`-//*

Some day my prince will come

He's somewhere waiting for me

There is someone I'm longing to see

Someone I simply can't help but adore

Someone who thrills me forever more

Some day my prince will come

Some day I'll find my love

And how thrilling that moment will be

When the prince of my dreams comes to me

`` my life without you. [#] `-

Thursday, January 30, 2003

same cold and lonely day... same old song, and this will keep playing all over again and again for a while... i guess, im trying to 4get him but how???? everywhere i looked in my room there is always something there that reminds me of him.... our pictures together, his cards, his letters and his lovenotes hanging n my lampshade!!!!! gosh i dnt even have the courage to put them away, throw them or burn them!!!! samotan pa na when i check my phone naay missed call frm him, hahay imisshim pa gihapon. :(

[x] i'm still waiting for you. ((://*
7:33 PM

annemarie... `- //* 0=)

Wednesday, January 29, 2003

got a valentines card from d mail today..... frm the least xpected person i tot to give me one, it made me smile jud, at least maski papano theres someone thinking of me, and cares hehehehe i really need dat this days!!!

[x] i'm still waiting for you. ((://*
8:41 PM

annemarie... `- //* 0=)

Tuesday, January 28, 2003

grrrrrrrr i hate myself jud!!!! cnt stop frm crying, atay jud kaau bah, i misshim jud! how can I pass a day without thinking of him????? maski sa work sya japon akong hunahuna, ka wa jud gana aning kinabuhia, way lami, i dnt even have an appetite to eat, buhi ra ko dris diet coke ug chewing gum.. ahh maau pod noon maseksek tag samot ani!!!!! hahay lyf murag lyf... even if u mean the whole damn world to me, i can forget u, wait and see, i can be strong even without, i cnt waste my life forever....... nothing follows..period.

[x] i'm still waiting for you. ((://*
10:35 AM

annemarie... `- //* 0=)

Sunday, January 26, 2003

:) feel better today, im n my bed all day and nite yesterday, havent done anything imbes i had a meeting to attend and jinky asked me to kuyog sa iya sa mall, i told them i had work, imbes magtuon ko sus akong libro dri wa jud natandog, wai kaon, wa tanan,got up only to take a shower den balik sa katre ug hilaka, well at least now murag nahubas na gamay, kasulat na gani sa blog, but i dnt have plans telling ds to my mom ug sa uban pang mga tawo, wai labot ang kabasa ani..hehehe basa lang mo ayaw na palag! have to start my life all over again, a life without my honey.... for all these years his been a part of me, we laugh together, we cried together, we dream together, his been my happiness, his been my life, now in a blink of an eye, his gone, tsk tsk its very painful but i have no bitterness on him, i will always treasure those memories that we shared, it was the best days in my life and will always be, i just have to move on.............

[x] i'm still waiting for you. ((://*
10:11 AM

annemarie... `- //* 0=)

Saturday, January 25, 2003

oh God help me!!!! im bulging my eyes out!!! cnt talk, rather cant say anything not even to my mom what happened, cnt even write it her n my blog, got to be strong i hope makaya nako ni, and i know i will!!!! pero sa pagkakaron ihilak ko na lang, i know i will get over this..... but HOW??????????????????

[x] i'm still waiting for you. ((://*
3:21 AM

annemarie... `- //* 0=)

Monday, January 20, 2003

Waaaaaaaaaaa m back!!! got to express what i felt today!!! kung dli mabuang jud ko!!!

SNOW STORM again!!!!!! highway 400 is close, zero visibility, i was crying n the car, so worried, so afraid, so sad, hardly see anything n the road except those gatambak na snow!!!! im angry to myself, what the heck i was doing in this snow bank!!! tsk tsk is this worthwhile???? ing-ani na ba jud ko kadesperada na madato, to think i could still live a descent life sa pnas, having to leave my loveones, struggling to live alone in this strange place just to earn that d*mn dollar!!!! im must be crazy jud diay!!! hahay ataya jud kaau, i miss everyone na jud sa pnas, naa kai masangpit kung magkalisod ka, naay mutabang sa imo, i miss json kaau, la jud koi ma-hug dri to keep me warm n dis cold, mantinir lang tawon kog comforter , lay ka holding hands,walay malanggi-an, lahi ra jud kung physically present sla, makita nako ila expression sa eyes, hahay its not easy jud, u must be strong or i say you have to be strong (no choice na kasi) to survive, i pray nalang dis thing will pay off sooner!!! and have to stick it n my mind this is not for myself but sa future sa akong mga anak puhon...heheheeh kung maminyo!!! ug naa sad magpakasal.. :P

[x] i'm still waiting for you. ((://*
8:06 PM

annemarie... `- //* 0=)

got to blog! have to blog jud!!! THIS IS THE ONLY THING THAT KEEPS ME FROM MY SANITY

[x] i'm still waiting for you. ((://*
8:02 PM

annemarie... `- //* 0=)

Saturday, January 18, 2003

[x] i'm still waiting for you. ((://*
3:27 PM

annemarie... `- //* 0=)

Tuesday, January 14, 2003

HAVE NOTHING LEFT TO SAY!!!! IM DONE!!!!!!

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[x] i'm still waiting for you. ((://*
7:05 PM

annemarie... `- //* 0=)

Thursday, January 09, 2003

its been 6days i haven't call him, never answers his call or e-mail him!!! i miss him na jud to the max!!! gasakitsakit lang kos dughan dri oi!!! heheheh gonna call him tonight, i can't make it another day na jud not to say "iloveu".waaaaaa nagminais na sad ko dri!! hilashilas..hehehe saon man mintukar man akong pagjaznow gud!!! hon, f u read this blog.. sowe ha, i know wa jud koy saktong rason para masuko sa imo,heheheh galangnge ra kos imo oi, kabalo na baya kas ako.. mingaw lang kos imo..heheheh :P

[x] i'm still waiting for you. ((://*
5:04 PM

annemarie... `- //* 0=)

Tuesday, January 07, 2003

hiyu!!!! feel fine ( i have to eh), ive been out, felt sick and tired in my lyf!!!! perhaps it's the winter blues (duh, palusot pa jud) bitaw this past few days im kin`da thinking my lyf really SUCKS!!!, as f i was n prison, wanting to get freee but i can't, wanting to let go but my hands were tied!!! asking myself is this worthy??? is this the right path i wanted to, or what if i had missed the turn??? too many questions that's been buggling in my mind, too little answers or there's no answer at all, until this morning i talked to a stranger, she's n her late thirties and i found out we had something in common, we didn't had a good sleep last night, thinking about our crazy lives....blah blah blah and one thing she said to me that makes me ponder" you're so lucky, you're young and still have a full life ahead of you" wowww that really HIT me, she's damn right!!!! and now here i am, back to reality again, just have to take my time, have to strechhhhhhh more of my patience and have faith in Him, slowly but surely i will reach my destiny in this journey of life!!!!!

[x] i'm still waiting for you. ((://*
3:40 PM

annemarie... `- //* 0=)

Sunday, January 05, 2003

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
" I LOVE YOU MY BOY"
maki-ride on na rin sa mga inwuv!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[x] i'm still waiting for you. ((://*
11:00 AM

annemarie... `- //* 0=)

hahai bitin jud kaau bah basta dli ko katelebabad kang fafa..sus 30 min ra man mi talk gud kai palit pa sya dad-unon niyas manila... hahay dli jud completo akong saturday!!!!!!

[x] i'm still waiting for you. ((://*
12:45 AM

annemarie... `- //* 0=)

Friday, January 03, 2003

tsk tsk tsk.... my tuhod is aching again...i've been standing the whole day kasi.hahay tiguwang na jud!!!! :P

[x] i'm still waiting for you. ((://*
9:46 PM

annemarie... `- //* 0=)

HONEY, i love you...... and i always will... hehehe ingon man ka basa kas akong blog ron.. pasipsip ko para dli kapiso...heheeh pero tinuod baya na, miss u na kaau.

[x] i'm still waiting for you. ((://*
4:53 AM

annemarie... `- //* 0=)

Thursday, January 02, 2003

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr freezing cold!!!!!! -7c, 10-15cm snow fall wid n 24 hrs, -15 wind chills, snow storm warning is up!!!!!! tugnaw!!!!

[x] i'm still waiting for you. ((://*
2:38 PM

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