*[[___ my destiny`-//* Some day my prince will come He's somewhere waiting for me There is someone I'm longing to see Someone I simply can't help but adore Someone who thrills me forever more Some day my prince will come Some day I'll find my love And how thrilling that moment will be When the prince of my dreams comes to me
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Tuesday, April 22, 2003 To Those Who Are........... SINGLE
Love is like a butterfly. The more you chase it, the more it eludes you. But if you just let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it. Love can make you happy but often it hurts, but love's only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it. So take your time and choose the best. ............ NOT SO SINGLE Love isn't about becoming somebody else's "perfect person." It's about finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be. ............ PLAYBOY/GIRL TYPE Never say "I love you" if you don't care. Never talk about feelings if they aren't there. Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart. Never look in the eye when all you do is lie. The cruelest thing a guy can do to a girl is to let her fall in love when he doesn't intend to catch her fall and it works both ways... ............ MARRIED Love is not about "it's your fault", but "I'm sorry." Not "where are you", but "I'm right here." Not "how could you", but "I understand." Not "I wish you were", but "I'm thankful you are." To My Friends Who Are............ ENGAGED The true measure of compatibility is not the years spent together but how good you are for each other. ............ HEARTBROKEN Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to go. The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them. ............ NAIVE How to be in love: Fall but don't stumble, be consistent but not too persistent, share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand, and get hurt but never keep the pain. ............POSSESSIVE It breaks your heart to see the one you love happy with someone else but it's more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you. ............ STILL HOLDING ON A sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and that you have wasted years on someone who wasn't worth it. If he isn't worth it now he's not going to be worth it a year or 10 years from now. Let go..... ...........For You My wish for you is a man/women whose love is honest, strong, mature, never-changing, uplifting, protective, encouraging, rewarding and unselfish. yoyong, email me that one, regards nalng kos imong officemate dha yong! LIFE IS TOUGH BUT IM TOUGHER, i keep on telling that to myself, ambot ba, but i think im in the lowest point in my life, tanan na problema ako na gisabubang!wa pa gani nakarecover sa usa naa na pod lain,whow! i guess this is what life is all about, i've got to be used to it...bitaw nabag-ohan lang tingali ko, kay since b4 naa koy masangpit na tabang, sa akong parents, sa iya ,now la na jud ako ra gainusara....... i wanna shout for help pero wa jud makadungog!!!!!! [x] i'm still waiting for you. ((://* 7:37 PM
![]() Monday, April 21, 2003 WOW! I'VE GOT MAIL!!!!!! heheeh just recieve this email, its very heartwarming when you got this kind of emails, it makes u fell great jud..BUTCHOKOY thank you dude! ill keep in touch soon... :)
Hi Anne, How are you? Hope you are doing fine and smiling. :-). I happened to be just surfing and I was glued on your page........:-). I read you blog too. I know and I understand whats its like. Though I am not really familiar with cebu dialect but I'm sure pretty well get along with what you have writen there. I just hope you'll be fine which I know you well. Just don't forget to smile k. :-) If you need a friend I'm just here. I like your page you've done a great job on it inspite of everything and I know you are a very strong woman. I know there's a special someone out there that's just waiting to find you. Would it be me? :-) :-) :-) Well, sometimes our life is like a high way where there's bends and curves. Things happen for a reason....and good things will come your way. :-) Don't forget to smile life is short. Gwapa jud gihapon. I was in your shoe's before and trying to walk like little child again. I am with you and I uderstand how it feels. Anyways, I wanted to know how did you do that mouse tail.........I like that ball that goes with the mouse where ever you drag it........:-). It's cool. You got a cool page. Please teach me how to make one. If not I'll come and get you........joke lang! When ever you have time lang I know you are busy too. If I can hear from you I'll appreciate it. No pressure Anne. Dili ka lang mag pangasubo. Gwapa jud gihapon ikaw. :-) I guess I am a trying hard with my cebuano dialect......:-) . I got to go. Work na naman. I hope to hear from you. You take good care of yourself always there k. I am sending you my hug to let you know that you'll be fine. Muah! Take care Anne Hey! Dont forget to smile k. Smile na Segi na :-).... bye! Anne always butchokoy PS. Happy Easter [x] i'm still waiting for you. ((://* 11:24 AM
![]() Sunday, April 20, 2003 its my first time to had a long weekend off since i've arrived her,kapoi oi 3 whole days lay work, wa pod laagan kai close tanan mall, sos im hesitant to blog, not that im tired of it,chances are he still can read this,and i dnt want to let him know naunsa nako dri,ai dah bahala na oi basta as far as im concern his out of my life!
busy lyf dis past days oi, havent read my books gani, im helping teh chato with her wedding, den gaprepare sad ko sa bridal shower nya, im planning to buy her a ky-jelly and a p3nis ring, hehehe as a fun gift sa shower pero maulaw man ko sulod sa adult store oi,ngita pa kog masugo nako ani. went shopping the other day brought a book "tHE GIRLS' GUIDE TO SURVIVING A BREAK-UP" by Delhine Hirsh, ganda na book makarelate jud ko, gain some more insights. know what gastos kaau ko ron panahona i suppose to save man unta kai i'l be applying for a permanent resident soon pero everytime im alone i find myself a mall, palit bisag unsa, got 2 pairs na sad of sandals, 2 pcs of cheap sunglassess with pink and green shades, dah pangrampa sa summer oi! got some summer blouses pod, palit sad ko barbie na speaker ug barbie na mousepad, sos gabinata na pod! naa sad ko candles napalit cutie kaau! hay naku paila lng jud way lingaw si marikyat, daghan kaau ko cadbury dream dri, mao ra tawon akong kinaon! [x] i'm still waiting for you. ((://* 11:52 AM
![]() Monday, April 14, 2003 KAPOI LYF! gahilaka na sad ko dri ambot ba oi, im tried of it na jud but i cant stop myself from crying jud, everytime na ako ra usa kahunahuna lng japon ko sa tanan....my gosh ing-ani jud diay kalisod ang lyf bah,makahunhuna na lang ko na its better na lang matigbak para wala tanan kasakit! lisod japon dawaton ang fact na wala na cya, na i have to face tommorrow on my own, ako na lng usa nag-inusara.. i dnt know unsaon pagstart, im just like a baby learning how to walk for the first tym..
it's very difficult for me to get over with him, sakit kaau the way we parted ways, ok lng unta na he was honest sa ako na naa na diay cya lain sa pnas, he fooled me, mura kog mamatay dri when the girl txt me,," WHY DID YOU DO THIS TO ME, BROD????" i keep asking that to myself, wala koy sala,ngano nabuhat man ni nmo sa ako, i dnt deserve this, gipatay na lng unta ko nmo!!! [x] i'm still waiting for you. ((://* 1:17 PM
![]() Friday, April 11, 2003 gosh! unsa na ning akong lyf tanan dimalas naa.. ambrot lang oi, kalami ba iutung! ambrot lang got my income tax return, gisi akong baba pagkabasa i owe a 1500+ pa, ahak ra gud ni! kanindot gud nla, cnt get hold pa jud sa gacalculate sa akong tax, wa ko kasabot na jud ani, sos galabad akong ulo hunahuna, how come! makasapot dugangan pas mga tawo dri na makasamok! blah blah blah ingon pa jud ako fren dri na kaslon karon 26 na i need daw to put my hair up and pamake up sa parlor! para uniform daw mi tanan bridemaid! atay jud ing-ani diay ni but-anay! ingnan nako dli ko kai heavy kaau na cla magmake-up i hate it and besides maski wa koi pintal sa nawong gwapa japon ko, di parehas nla na dapat tabunan ug maskara ang mga dagway!!! dah dah dah so many little things that pissess me off! lyf sucks jud! i haven't read anything in my book,cge japon ug tungok, ambrot lang naa pay everytime ko mugawas daghan kaau kog makit-an na couples na sweet kaau, grrrrrrrrrrrrr makapungot hay makaremember na noon kos iya! sauna everytime maulit ko dri, i just dial the phone and pahungaw sa akong gibati sa iya,sya noon ang akong maawayan NOW la na, akong kalagot dri wa nay kabotngan!!!! here's another one pa, got a txt frm my best frend n college sos kaslonon na sya ds May, ako na lng tawon nabilin sa among magbarkada, not that im not happy for them, its funny lang na hunahunaon giunsa ko pagsulogsulog sa kapalaran!!!!! i don't know whats next!!! i wouldn't be surprise if there is a cockroach floating in my soup while dining in a fine restuarant.....DAH!! [x] i'm still waiting for you. ((://* 8:06 PM
![]() Tuesday, April 08, 2003 hahay can't really understand myself ai, di jud ko kasabot sa akong kaugalingon ai ambroot lang, y man oi naing-ani ko.. his still in my mind, maski unsaon nako ug try na di cya mahunahunaan, cge lng japon, ganina sa work, sos physically im working but my mind is somewhere.. tuas iya, ambrottt pero i think dli man jud na malikayan ba, my life revolves in him b4, i was used to it na naa sya, then kalit lng kaau it was gone na, time will come na maanad ra ko with my life now.. only me,myself ug ako [x] i'm still waiting for you. ((://* 7:49 PM
![]() Monday, April 07, 2003 unsa na ni! spring na winter storm lang japon, grrrrrrrrr tugnaw kaau, had a 2 hour sleep last nite, went to my review class haft dead, need to drink black coffee to wake me up.... kapoyan kaau ko attend sa class oi but when naa na ko didto i really enjoy it.ingnan ko sa akong instructor to pursue my masteral to go on teaching, hmm ok unta bah, coz dli kaau kapoy and ur not dealing a life and death situation pero mas feel nako ang surgery, mas thrill, mas gusto ko kakita ug dugo,hehehe murag abat! pero mas fulfilled tingali ko if il be in the operating room assisting the surgeon,rather than teaching in a classroom maski mas kapoy pero kita man sad ug mga butang an ordinary individual don't have a privilege to see it..hehhee ai basta ambot have to take it one at a time bisag asa oi as long as ma millionarya ko at the age of 30 kung di gani hikug na lng ko! hehehe
after my class went to the mall, ai gipalitan nakos man4rent sa gisugo ninyang pangpagwapa, kita man kog sale na nail polish sus maski di gud ko tibutang cutex palit japon kai sale man, amew jud! hay brought na sad mga lipstick,ambot ba but i love buying lipsticks cant even use them all, kaarte lng jud,palit sad diay kog chandelier earrings ug necklace para sa kasal ni te chato, den uli sa baly, sos! got a msg frm a friend her, perting hilak, ngano? ai she just called his bf in hongkong sus bae katubag! sakspan! ambot ning mga laki! wa joy mapili!!!!!!! [x] i'm still waiting for you. ((://* 4:09 PM
![]() Sunday, April 06, 2003 IT'S OVER NOW
by joey albert YOU, YOU TURNED AND WALKED AWAY I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY I CLOSE MY EYES TO HIDE THE PAIN I FELT INSIDE I COULD NEVER UNDERSTAND OUR LOVE WENT OUT OF HAND AND NOW THERE'S NOTHING I CAN DO chorus: THOUGH THE FEELING HAS SOME PAST SAD TO SAY OUR LOVE DIDN'T LAST PLEASE DON'T ASK ME TO PRETEND CAUSE I KNEW ITS OVER WHEN I'M DONE FORGETTING YOU YOU CAN SAY WHAT YOU WANNA DO PLEASE DON'T ASK ME TO PRETEND CAUSE I KNEW IT'S OVER NOW NOW IM LEFT HER ALL ALONE A HEART WITHOUT A HOME HOW WILL I EVER FIND THE LOVE I LEFT BEHIND ONCE THE DAYS WAS OURS TO SHARE NOW YOU DON'T EVEN CARE AND THERE STILL NOTHING I CAN DO repeat chorus... hiyu BRO! if happened you still read my blog.. this is for you..:) hmmm unsaon man ni nako pagstart ha.. we fall in love by an accident and we parted ways by an accident also...how strange noh but i guess mau nay tinoud, daghan unta kaau kog isumbat sa imo ron, i should be angry at you but i will not do that rather i still be thankful, thanks for everything... the happiness that once you brought in my life and now the hurting.. coz this will gonna make me stronger.waaaaaaaa di ko kabalo unsa akong iistorya... speechless ko dah..sa kadaghan na gusto nako matell sa imo, wa may mugawas..uwaw ko da, dli sa imo but sa kabasa ani.hehe well btaw i forgiven you and pasaylua sad ko sa akong mga shortcomings. i wish you all the luck coz i knew you needed that now.. i pray and wish you all the best, hope you still dreaming high coz that the only way to reach high also.. i would very happy to see you one day driving your own bmw :) manghits dayon ko ha,ai d man diay pwede kai naa man diay si misis, sakay..btaw sincerly wish you the very best that life has to offer... GOODLUCK ahak what a coincidence, as i glimpse at the calender APRIL 7 man diay.hehehe i bet you when il be older i still wont forget that day, and i will always had a smile in my heart, i will always cherish those memories.. and i thank you for letting me go... P.S. wanna see you someday, maybe 3-5 years frm now.. redcross ta! heheehe brod, marked that one in your calender, magkita ra ta kung di ta mangabutan... c yah [x] i'm still waiting for you. ((://* 9:57 PM
![]() Saturday, April 05, 2003 hmmm i felt ambivalent when i finally got the courage to blocked my emails and changed my phone number, i was relieved na wa na gyoy samok, il be at peace na,same time naanugunan, dli na ko kacommunicate sa iya. wala na jud, ders a wall na jud between us.....hayyyyyyyyy I HAVE TO BE STRONG.. kaya ko to! [x] i'm still waiting for you. ((://* 6:50 PM
![]() Friday, April 04, 2003 well i think this is it! im putting a period in one of the chapters in my life... lisod pero i must have to do it.. im still crying while writing this blog, sayang din kasi ehh.. its hard to let go a person whom you learned to love most, a person whom you thought his gonna be the one who spent your life through.. a person who you want to grow old with.. BUT perhaps it's not that hard enough to forget if i stuck it in my mind that very same person betrayed me, fooled me, hurted me... i suffered a lot now but i know sooner or later i gonna laugh at this.. [x] i'm still waiting for you. ((://* 2:12 PM
![]() HAPPINESS IS NOT A RIGHT NOR A PRIVILEGE, IT'S A CHOICE... AND I CHOOSE TO BE HAPPY... i guess.. hehehe [x] i'm still waiting for you. ((://* 12:39 PM
![]() Thursday, April 03, 2003 WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA MY LIFE IS A WREAK!!!!!! DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO.... DAGHAN KAAUNG SAMOK SAMOK!!!!!! I WANNNNNNNNNNAAAAAA DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!! kill me nalang!!!!!!!!!!!!! [x] i'm still waiting for you. ((://* 12:14 PM
![]() Tuesday, April 01, 2003 I WILL
I will hold you forever I will keep you beside me Your spirit inside me I will warm you forever In the rain and the cold From our youth till we're old I will love you forever Only you will I cherish Till the day that I perish I will hold you and warm you Forever will love you Only you will I cherish ai kapoi japon lyf oi!!!! same monotonous boring lyf... oi te hilda gave me pala a phonecards as my bday gift... ahak ba ni oi daghan pa kaa kog phone card dri gani wai gamit, problema kaau wen ni mahurot... dahhh lyf murag lyf [x] i'm still waiting for you. ((://* 1:31 PM
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